Thursday, November 4, 2010

Lady Samantha: Talking in circles?

i say this i love sam she is my world and yes i do very much want to make her happy and i want to do and give her the things that wants i say please give me the chance to prove it i love you baby

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

jeff's journal episode 6 interview my favorite band

welcome to Jeff's journal episode 6 interview my favorite band i know u are all wondering how am i going to do that by simply by research the lead performer Michael Paul the biggest ? is how gifted of a performer he is playing the drums and the keytar and not to mention the dance moves and corgophy then there is jeep Capone this guy performs so well he lays out on the skins but i think music is jeep capone's middle name he lives by making music then there is AL young there is no words that can describe how this guy can make music he play the trumpet and horns like it just flows through his fingers i say this i am not a big fan of horns but honestly he make the music just come out so beautifully then there is peter bearse i say he is such a great sax player i have heard others and he is without the best i ever heard he is truly gifted it is so great to hear such a great play he make the music just flow out then there is dusty hill this is is huge literally but he is such a gifted performer the music he sings is like right on check i am so very proud to be able to hear him perform he is a great guy and a great bass player not ever discounting Eric soulberg because he is a very talented and interlingual i cant forget one last person i admit i was very nervous because behind a great performer is a great woman i will not say anything but i will say this on June 19 2010 was a very special moment for her as well for me in conclusion thank you to all of the band member Michael jeep AL dusty and Stacy i appreciate being your friend on facebook i always want to keep in touch i thank you i look forward to post Jeff's journal episode 7 very soon until then thank you very much!!

Friday, October 22, 2010

the weaker sex

the better half why is that they say that is because women are the smarter of the sex think about it why is there not a woman president is it because afraid she might become pregnant well USA needs to stop being predigest against women because people like martin Luther king Jr and Rosa parks are just a bunch of people USA needs to stop the predigest so i will say this right now for everyone to know sam is smarter and i am dumber why i say this is because guys are forgetful and otherwise unsmart and men are the stronger sex so when u hear this is my better half it is him saying she is the brains and i am unfortunately not!!!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

time to rock on

a simply message to my favorite band hope to hear it soon!!!
a special Jeff's Journal time to rock on

Jeff's Journal episode 5 couches are gone!!

This is jeff's journal episode 5 couches are gone i am sorry for the bad sound it will be better in the next installment of jeff's journal

Friday, September 24, 2010

Jeff's Journal episode 5 fantastic sam

welcome to my jeff's journal in this episode i am taking this time to talk about my sweet sam she is simply amazing a time before i met sam i went to a band called michael paul and the capone all stars for about 4 years tonight she went and listened to my band and watched some talent show i know deep inside she dont like it but because she loves me so much she goes there and puts up with it for me it makes me feel so lucky to have her in my life i know i am not the best boyfriend and i know she can have so many guys in her life and everyday i am scared of losing her she is sweet loving and so beautiful she means everything to me i never want her to go through this band if she dont want to be there i go there only because that moment i get to dance with sam hold her close look into her eyes and just get lost and never come back i know that i upset her and i about cry because her being upset tears me up inside and i just cant handle life making her upset but living life loving her and to take every single moment with her as it is my last she is my life my world i love sam so much well i am going to go as i need to think more thoughts of how to make sam happy



until then


take care

Monday, September 20, 2010

hate flu shots!!!

today sucks shit had to get a dam flu shot i hate it sucks and last night was simply amazing moment in my life never had it so good i will leave as i am really sore from my shot ???

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Jeff's Journal episode 3

hello everyone i am working on blogger whats new just loving life with SAM i am truly happy she is simply amazing words cant ever describe her life is truly great so i will be good but i will say this when it comes to people they get my respect when they give me theirs until that time all bets are off!!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

fuck old people segment 1

this is a preview of a two part blog about old people if u are offeneded in any way dont read this as i mean every word i say and i part 2 u will find out why that is all for fuck old people segment 1



outta Here!

Monday, August 16, 2010

Jeff's Journal episode 2

i know that i should right now be blogging on video but i am right now sitting in some library my head hanging low yes i am being sad why does everyone ask because i love sam i try so hard to make her happy and fail i got the question asking to feel good about myself how can i feel good about myself i am a lousy boyfriend that does nothing and i am a worthless person that can make my girlfriend happy i feel like i am losing everything i love sam is the most important person in my life and if i cant make her happy then i cant ever feel good about myself i really need to step up and sit down and talk to my sam and figure out what we can do together and to live our lifes being together i honestly feel right now i need to seriously think before i lose everything i ever dreamed of in my life so until then wait for Jeff's journal episode 3

Friday, August 6, 2010

our new home

what a moment i am loving life with sam in this new place to have a toliet that flushes and neighbors that dont bug you or stare at you it so wonderful we are tired sore and in pain but i belive we are happy i will blog more later take care everyone

Sunday, July 25, 2010

love and rememberence

this is a tribute video of my brother and my nephews and their dogs and smokey that they lost i hope they enjoy it

Saturday, July 24, 2010

rip!!



this blog is going to long and respectful the other night i watched all the movies about superstars that died way too early in their careers and i am not talking about these drug takers i mean a superstar tooken way too early in their life doing thing that made them who they are first you have the day the music died some might just think it so hillbilly but buddy holly big bopper and Ritchie valens lived their life's by doing what they are superstar performers they died performing at the surf ballroom in clear lake iowa i tell you they died playing music and dam it they should of never died buddy holly could of waited out the storm buddy holly was only 22 years old dam it ritchie valens was only 17 why the hell what the hell is with maria Elena saying he wouldn't ever let him onto that plane she should of known that the bus was freezing up and the weather was freezing that is is bull then there is Aaliyah 22 years old shooting a music video and dieing in another plane crash its bull why the hell did they overload the plane are they really that stupid it is just horrible to see these superstars dieing like this what about there is so many i cant list them all but i cant forget the most important Selena it just makes me mad because i really believe she was such a special lady with such a beautiful voice i admit i am not a fan of Latino music and i only know about her through watching the movie why is this Yolanda saying i hurt my friend she is so dam stupid like she dont know i pray she goes straight to hell for what she done she knew what she was doing i feel so upset because she is only 23 years old why is this Yolanda woman just spend tax payers money in prison instead and paying the price for what she did it is bull i am enclosing a song from Selena called dreaming of you my heart goes out to the family her husband i feel so bad for the family and her husband i am sick to my stomach all these superstars dieing so early its so wrong!!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

new life

things are so wonderful but alot of work i am working so very hard to start this new life with sexy sam things are so wonderful i love SAM so much i have dreamed of this for so long now that this is happening i and just going to do everything i can to live this life up i am so tired of this gueeto apt i mean i feel like i am in a nursing home u have all these old fucks walking in their walkers then u got fucking Kenny rogers staring at me Jesus crist i am sick of all the crazy fucks thank god we got this apt i admit the landlord is a stuck up bitch but atleast there isn't any old fucks that will bother us and this old place u have the old fucks in their community room talking shit about everyone its fuckin bullshit atleast everyone in this new apt is outta sight outta mind just the way i like it i have much more inportant things to do then listen to those fucks i have a very sexy sam to give all my life and devotion to and that is the only thing that matters to me as for everyone else oh well i have been the good guy or so long and i dont ever remember anyone treating me good like i have to them i am going to spend all my time loving SAM!!!!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

a new begining

there is so much to say i want to say life is great me and my sexy SAM are moving to a bigger place so many things i dreamed of are coming true things only get sweeter ya it is alot of work to move but i love it i love the feeling of having a new life with sexy SAM i dreamed of this i never imagined life like this it is a dream i cant believe SAM is in my life i am really scared i dont want to ever mess this up i don't want to lose that i will do everything i can to take full advantage of this life i have with her things only get better and i am going to suck up every single moment with sweet SAM and tomorrow i have to work on getting the furniture ready for the place it will be hot sweaty but every ounce of sweat is a wonderful feeling because i know when we sit down in our new home and i look into sam's eyes i will fall down at her feet and rub and caress them and look into her eyes as she is the most amazing woman i love her so very much thank god for such a wonder woman and such a wonderful life i love u baby so much thank you for making me the happiest guy in the world.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

one amazing night!!!!


the date July 12 2010 will be a day i will never forget i have been with sexy sam for over a year and 1 month and from that moment i have shared so much with her the first moment i met her father i had such an upset stomach tonight is a night that was a defining moment of my life sam was talking to her father and having a hunch that her sister would might be at the store with her i was thinking am i really going to meet this woman that hear so much about this woman that is see with such a sweet smile i see this woman by pictures and think she is so pretty i just keep thinking i know how important she is to sweet sam and i was really worried i wanted so much to make a good impression even though we say hardly anything i just wanted to relax and be happy knowing that i was able to see her sweet smile and see that happiness in sweet sam's eyes when talked to her sister and i say this meeting her tonight was a real sweet yes i said sweet because she is azactly what i though a while ago that her and SAM are so very beautiful and i am so happy to have sam in my life and i really hope everything is good with her sister because i know meeting her was a brief moment but it will be the most amazing moments of my life the only thing that is more amazing is the first moment i layed my eyes on sexy SAM her in all black and me in my old packer jersey and blue jeans in conclusion i want to say right now thank you so much for allowing me to meet two of the most important people because i am really thankful for being able know them thank you so much!!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

life changes!!!!

this is about life changes the time was 2001 i was sad and bored so it was a long boring night going into fat girls chat room sitting down and this commotion going on two guys yelling at this innocent woman i tell her to forget about them and talk to me at that moment my emotions took over as time went on something inside of me just popped its like this woman is amazing i just wanted to love her make her happy but then one day i find out she is having a baby and things are rekindling her life i tried so hard to love her but deep inside my heart i thought i was never good enough to have her love i always was the guy bugging her and i am a stalker so i go on tryhing to find someone else but deep inside i loved her as the years went on i pushed so hard to prove my love to her but no matter what i still wasn't worthy of her love i am just not a guy that open her heart and make her dreams come true.

the day was just 17, 2009 i find this website called plentyoffish figure ya sure i am really going to find someone but knowing that i am just not the guy to make Daria happy i sent a message to a woman but she didn't want to talk then i took one last change with this woman from new Richmond WI i sent a few message then the date of june 17, 2009 my life changes when i get a message from this woman something strange came over me i felt like this is a delicate flower and i wanted to mend it but i know deep inside of me its crazy to love someone haven't talked to very long i am no spring chicken i want to love a this woman now i didn't want to spend the next 20 years trying to earn love again so i pushed on with hope for a great life.

The date June 19. 2009 i was talking to this woman Samantha i tell you deep inside of me i kept pushing on prayin for that life i dreamed of i looked at two messages boxes one of Daria the love i wished for and Samantha the woman my heart beats fast makes tears fall i just never imagined the feeling of loving this woman Samantha and backing away from Daria one day i messed up when my feelings overloaded i just had to tell Daria that she meant so much to me and i loved her but i could never live the love of never having her love the year is June 19 2010 its our one year anniversary and i am just in tears loving Samantha i never though i would ever find love i find myself doing everything to make her happy i kiss her rub her feet hold her in my arms look into her eyes and just know deep inside that she makes me so happy i admit i hoped that i thought Daria would want to have love and attention but i know that i would never have her love i am so very happy with Samantha i have been with her for over a year now i admit i don't know if i may screw up or make her mad or even get kicked in the balls a few times but no matter what i will love her because i love my life with SAM as for Daria yes i did love her i did care but i have a brand new life with a woman i love very much i hope and pray that we spend a hundred years together and live life making each other happy in conclusion i am sorry that things went this way but i didn't want nothing but love i wanted to love someone and sam came into my life and i am just floating on a pot cloud i am getting high on her beauty love and grace i am going to end this blog as i cant say enough about sam and i know sam is going to read this and i want to personally say honey i love you thank you so much for making me the most happiest guy on this planet i love u baby



i am outta here!!!!

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

loving life part 2

now getting back to what i was saying about america's birthday how fuckin cares all it is about is money us people payin out our asses to make money these corpate pecker heads dead lazy ass people doing nothing i am pissed at phantom fireworks their corp asses killin their employees by pushing them with vampire hours when the manager sits in his office jacking off or doing some unknown drugs that i wont even get into as it pissed me off even more so when all u fuckers go outside suck your dicks oh sorry hotdog brat or whatever turns you all on i will be thinking what the 4 of july is loving my sweet loving sam so in conclusion all you lazy fucker can go fuck your flag!!

loving life

what the hell is wrong with america we are soppose to celebrating our nation's birthday so what just to make money off of hard working people its bull and what about the food shelf why do they give a fuck about what they give people it aint their food stupid dumb asses they give me a huge cheese cake but i cant have a small can of ravioli i am done outta here!!!!

Monday, June 7, 2010

loving life!!!!

life is wonderful i am with the woman i love and she is so amazing i have a home and a real life this is what i dreamed of sam is so amazing she is truely an angel she makes my heart skip beats and i have to catch my breath whenever shes near because she is truely amazing and beautiful i wont go on as i know u all have the axact same thing baby i love u so much and thank you for making me the happiest guy in the world!!!!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

blah blah blah

hey hey hey blah blah blah what the fuck is with memoriol day is it really about all those veteraon out there that passed on fuck no its about getting drunk and being fuckin lazy why aint all these fuckers working just because it dead veteraons day doesnt stop people from working as for a safe memorial day ya right as long as there is booze and bullshit hey lazy fucks go back to work and if fuckin america would stop being lazy fucks there wouldnt be wars where all innocent people have to fight the president's battles for him what the fuck is with president osama of is it bin laden where the fuck did this asshole come from how the fuck we know what the fuck has he done nothing stupid asshole i am done as i have to take a shit and wipe my obama!!!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

yes there is a heaven!!!


today i am talking about heaven and yes there is a heaven i wished apon a star and down came an angel someone so loving sweet and special to me there is so many things that is so special this month is going to be the most special month on june 3rd is my sweet angel's birthday then on june 19th is the one year anniversery of me and my sweet angel sam as she doesnt like me to call her samantha so i will refer to her as angel as she is sweet kind and loving i am also showing u what the sky was like that night when my angel came into my life and bring joy and happiness to my life i am so very proud to have her in my life i love you baby so very much thank you so much for coming into my life and making every moment with you so very special i outta here everyone as i need to thank god for bringing my angel down to earth!!!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

need to fix my life!!!

i know things are bad with me and sweet samantha yes even though she is upset she still is my sweet samantha i just need to get up and be there and love my sam because i have gotton everything i dream of now i just to get off my ass and showing some appreaction because if i dont think thing i have will be flushed down the toliet and i dont ever want to lose sam

Sunday, May 23, 2010

god dam fuckin stores!!!!

what the fuck is up with gas stations closing before 1200 am on a weekend i have to go all over town to get some stuff and what the fuck is up with these dam gas stations its a fucking weekend Ur telling me u can go out and get drunk until 230 am but u cant get fucking gas why is that it is fucking stupid i went to family fresh there were OK just didn't have what i was looking for then i went to freedom what a fuckin joke i got there 2 minutes early and they were acting stupid tell me they are closed but there door is unlocked ya fuckin right then i went to super America nothing convenient about that stupid piece of shit then i went to cenex what a shit hole then i went all the way out of town to kwik trip i admit great clientele and get service it is so great to see a station that is actually open these fucking store are a fuckin joke but i will say when bp is open they do have good people but still shit holes i am outta here i am suck of all these businesses shit oh fuck i am outta here i have to take a shit since the fuckin stores gives me the runs!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

dam

one thing i do like about this blogger is that you can get out your frustrations and if any of fuck wads dont like it then ur not good friends because life is shit when u live in a country that screws people i mean look at the bills people get its an arm and leg and why do people play that fuckin farmville is your life that fucked that u sit and play with shit hole crops go out and get some fucking sun and how about my band i admit i think the world of all them great performance but whats with the same song low low low low low if those women go any lower their back will go out because they find out the cant get back up which makes me sad and whats with that fuckin hairball i admit they are great performers but they are just to wild what kind of casino is the saint croix casino are the really classy or just that stupid i admit they do great on getting some bands playin on the weekends great job there but i dont think hairball is classy what is more better to the saint croix casino making money or trashing up a business with whiskey bottles and condoms yes i said condoms because that is how it is i am going to put on the next few post songs just to let my band know there is other songs then low low low or swing swing swing i am just sayin i want to see that glamorous band i seen 5 years ago well i am going to let u all think about it as i am getting ready to shit

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

dont like it dont read

hello everyone i have just a few things to say when i write on these blogs i let out my feeling if u are a true friend u will understand what i am say there is so many things that piss me off first off is companies and landlords first off its 80 degrees and no dam air conditioner and second is companies that have shitty service i am the first one to admit when i get great service but lets face it when u don't there should be no shit but let get it out right now this is the good ol USA which is a world where people screw u at every turn well thing change even people all the ingrates that think the like something but don't what asshole yes i am talking about Michael Paul and the Capone all stars when i hear they want something different i know u cant cheat on your wives but u can cheat at being true to a band that play every kind of music i guess he just aint good enough for those dam Indians well that dam casino is going to hell i mean look it it looks like a whore house i have nothing against the bands that plays there i think they are great performers but what the hell with hairball has they down graded that much to make people pay 10 dollars to watch a band drinking on stage and screwing in the backroom but i guess that is what the saint croix casino has been reduced to get a break but i guess i am a guy that enjoys good music and not some slut show which is what they have ok i am really pissed off now i just want to finish by saying hi to jeep AL peter Pete Steve Michael and not to forget dusty Britta sirri and toggo these are all the people that played and entertained me for the last 5 years and they are very talented people and thank you to all of you i really think the world of you!!!

blah blah blah

hey all you limp losers ya i am here as you see its been a long night but what a night it is nothing like loving sam its like holding a special flower the more love u spend with her the better it gets well i am going to go take care all you suicide victims

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

what the hell!!!

what the hell is going on i admit i love to hear my band but what is with the songs low and swing good grief and what the hell that big huge guy dusty singing Celina Dion my god its like ac/dc singing Michael Bolton music what happened to the song i loved before what happened to rock steady rocky mountain way or even what about these song u do for fun why sing a song that can do it would be great to hear you play them something new is great but don't forget about the real people that come to enjoy watching you play music and not just sit and go blah blah blah OK i have to go and puke!!!

Monday, May 17, 2010

long freakin day!!!

cheers to all the freaks geeks suicide victims and sluts but lets face it u are all freakin whores all you do i play that acid takin farmville and then go out and screw goats after u are done with that shit so lets face it the reason why i say what i do is because u need to get a real life i just say how i feel if u cant handle it get over it

pain and punishment

in the last few day things have been good a few thing could make it better first of i stop seeing all these dam sluts good freakin god get some dam clothes on please help i am tired of the dam sluts then i am in the hardest prison there is i know it will break me as i cant handle not kissing and holding samantha well that is enough before i really get pissed off

Friday, May 7, 2010

welcome to the 80"s

hey all you groovy people welcome to the 80's in these blogs there will swearing yelling and all that shit but lets be honest when i put up with people's shit i dont really am going to be Mary fucking Poppins so welcome the groovy 80's hopefully there will be a lot of cool blogs but if there aren't and u don't like it then dont fucking read it i am good friends with a lot of you people but come on what the fuck is so great about farm fucking ville its fucked up crops is your piss poor life so fucked up that u wake up at 2 am to water so stupid ass crops get a fucking clue its not real just do yourself stop don't be a suicide victim its fucking bad next thing u know u will need Vaseline to sooth your asses from being stuck to the fucking chair because you shit your pants because u were afraid your corn oats or even those fake eggs u have would die oh fuck it i am done talking just wanted u all to know i hope u do read these as i am just letting u know whats on my mind take care u all artificial corn fuckers!!!



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dam rain

today is dam raining those dam mud ducks but there are two things i hate in this world well 3 one is that dam fucking farmville second is dam mud ducks and there shit about needing rain and last but not least old people who think just because they have to use depends thinks they can walk right into people yesterday i went to mud duck ville usa dam minnesota i was shopping and these dam people running into people and whats with the place i am at i swear charles ingalls get a better running toliet i guess old people must wipe there ass with tree leaves fucking crazy until next time fuck wads!!!!!


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Thursday, May 6, 2010

time to relax!!!!!!!!!

its time to relax with my sexy samantha i will be back to do a new reply love this life!!!!!!!


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Friday, April 30, 2010

today is the greatest moment of my life i am with my sexy samantha and we are starting my life with her and i am the most happiest guy on earth now i know how mickey mouse felt when he was in disney land but this life is the happiest place on earth wait i am wrong there is one other place that is the happiest place on earth that is being in her arms and belive me it takes alot to get me to let go but sometime is just life with her that much more wonderful i know how all of the husbands and boyfriends live their life by loving the family and i know that soon i will have that same feeling take care everyone


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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

go dam farmville

whats the fuck up with this dam hillybilly

Suicide

victim thing i am so sick of everyone sitting with that stupid thing is your life that shitty that u play with cartoon corn get out of the dam little house on the prairie shit there is alot of other things that are better or are you so crippled old lady or old man that scratches his ball of her vagina whatever it is you to do get up and do something more better then that shit



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Saturday, April 10, 2010

pissed offf

there is so many thing i want to say and some of you wont like it why is it that people cant say hi i know that people do get busy but it only takes a few seconds to say hi i have just gotten over a flu bug not i got my bottom lip fucked up and i haven't been able to kiss my sexy Samantha for over a dam week and i am ready to kick some ass and now my sexy Samantha is sick to and she wants to kick everyone ass i don't blame her this is all bullshit we confide in our friends and when they get lazy it pisses me off and i will be honest what the fuck is with my band Michael Paul and the Capone all stars i feel like i am at the old folks home wheres the lights wheres the kick ass rock the remember a little midget guy with this piano i think they needs to get there ass up and start kicking ass i am sick of that old grandpa and his rest home music get your asses back to 2010 i get sick and tired of watching this 80 year old man hitting on the old ladies with walkers so i will get better and i know my band will get better a message to jeep AL Michael and of course dusty i am sick and tired of watching that 80 year old man hitting on these old ladies until then see you when my band plays next weekend



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