this is about life changes the time was 2001 i was sad and bored so it was a long boring night going into fat girls chat room sitting down and this commotion going on two guys yelling at this innocent woman i tell her to forget about them and talk to me at that moment my emotions took over as time went on something inside of me just popped its like this woman is amazing i just wanted to love her make her happy but then one day i find out she is having a baby and things are rekindling her life i tried so hard to love her but deep inside my heart i thought i was never good enough to have her love i always was the guy bugging her and i am a stalker so i go on tryhing to find someone else but deep inside i loved her as the years went on i pushed so hard to prove my love to her but no matter what i still wasn't worthy of her love i am just not a guy that open her heart and make her dreams come true.
the day was just 17, 2009 i find this website called plentyoffish figure ya sure i am really going to find someone but knowing that i am just not the guy to make Daria happy i sent a message to a woman but she didn't want to talk then i took one last change with this woman from new Richmond WI i sent a few message then the date of june 17, 2009 my life changes when i get a message from this woman something strange came over me i felt like this is a delicate flower and i wanted to mend it but i know deep inside of me its crazy to love someone haven't talked to very long i am no spring chicken i want to love a this woman now i didn't want to spend the next 20 years trying to earn love again so i pushed on with hope for a great life.
The date June 19. 2009 i was talking to this woman Samantha i tell you deep inside of me i kept pushing on prayin for that life i dreamed of i looked at two messages boxes one of Daria the love i wished for and Samantha the woman my heart beats fast makes tears fall i just never imagined the feeling of loving this woman Samantha and backing away from Daria one day i messed up when my feelings overloaded i just had to tell Daria that she meant so much to me and i loved her but i could never live the love of never having her love the year is June 19 2010 its our one year anniversary and i am just in tears loving Samantha i never though i would ever find love i find myself doing everything to make her happy i kiss her rub her feet hold her in my arms look into her eyes and just know deep inside that she makes me so happy i admit i hoped that i thought Daria would want to have love and attention but i know that i would never have her love i am so very happy with Samantha i have been with her for over a year now i admit i don't know if i may screw up or make her mad or even get kicked in the balls a few times but no matter what i will love her because i love my life with SAM as for Daria yes i did love her i did care but i have a brand new life with a woman i love very much i hope and pray that we spend a hundred years together and live life making each other happy in conclusion i am sorry that things went this way but i didn't want nothing but love i wanted to love someone and sam came into my life and i am just floating on a pot cloud i am getting high on her beauty love and grace i am going to end this blog as i cant say enough about sam and i know sam is going to read this and i want to personally say honey i love you thank you so much for making me the most happiest guy on this planet i love u baby
i am outta here!!!!
I love you so much baby! I'm so glad I found you. And I'm sorry if I don't sit on the couch all day and bitch. Or try and use you for your money. Someone needs to understand. There is no reason I need to use you for money. Since I got a divorce from my ex husband. I have been taking care of myself by myself. I'm with you because I LOVE you! And only you!
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