love and rememberence

this is a tribute video of my brother and my nephews and their dogs and smokey that they lost i hope they enjoy it

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rip!!

this blog is going to long and respectful the other night i watched all the movies about superstars that died way too early in their careers and i am not talking about these drug takers i mean a superstar tooken way too early in their life doing thing that made them who they are first you have the day the music died some might just think it so hillbilly but buddy holly big bopper and Ritchie valens lived their life's by doing what they are superstar performers they died performing at the surf ballroom in clear lake iowa i tell you they died playing music and dam it they should of never died buddy holly could of waited out the storm buddy holly was only 22 years old dam it ritchie valens was only 17 why the hell what the hell is with maria Elena saying he wouldn't ever let him onto that plane she should of known that the bus was freezing up and the weather was freezing that is is bull then there is Aaliyah 22 years old shooting a music video and dieing in another plane crash its bull why the hell did they overload the plane are they really that stupid it is just horrible to see these superstars dieing like this what about there is so many i cant list them all but i cant forget the most important Selena it just makes me mad because i really believe she was such a special lady with such a beautiful voice i admit i am not a fan of Latino music and i only know about her through watching the movie why is this Yolanda saying i hurt my friend she is so dam stupid like she dont know i pray she goes straight to hell for what she done she knew what she was doing i feel so upset because she is only 23 years old why is this Yolanda woman just spend tax payers money in prison instead and paying the price for what she did it is bull i am enclosing a song from Selena called dreaming of you my heart goes out to the family her husband i feel so bad for the family and her husband i am sick to my stomach all these superstars dieing so early its so wrong!!!

new life

things are so wonderful but alot of work i am working so very hard to start this new life with sexy sam things are so wonderful i love SAM so much i have dreamed of this for so long now that this is happening i and just going to do everything i can to live this life up i am so tired of this gueeto apt i mean i feel like i am in a nursing home u have all these old fucks walking in their walkers then u got fucking Kenny rogers staring at me Jesus crist i am sick of all the crazy fucks thank god we got this apt i admit the landlord is a stuck up bitch but atleast there isn't any old fucks that will bother us and this old place u have the old fucks in their community room talking shit about everyone its fuckin bullshit atleast everyone in this new apt is outta sight outta mind just the way i like it i have much more inportant things to do then listen to those fucks i have a very sexy sam to give all my life and devotion to and that is the only thing that matters to me as for everyone else oh well i have been the good guy or so long and i dont ever remember anyone treating me good like i have to them i am going to spend all my time loving SAM!!!!

a new begining

there is so much to say i want to say life is great me and my sexy SAM are moving to a bigger place so many things i dreamed of are coming true things only get sweeter ya it is alot of work to move but i love it i love the feeling of having a new life with sexy SAM i dreamed of this i never imagined life like this it is a dream i cant believe SAM is in my life i am really scared i dont want to ever mess this up i don't want to lose that i will do everything i can to take full advantage of this life i have with her things only get better and i am going to suck up every single moment with sweet SAM and tomorrow i have to work on getting the furniture ready for the place it will be hot sweaty but every ounce of sweat is a wonderful feeling because i know when we sit down in our new home and i look into sam's eyes i will fall down at her feet and rub and caress them and look into her eyes as she is the most amazing woman i love her so very much thank god for such a wonder woman and such a wonderful life i love u baby so much thank you for making me the happiest guy in the world.

one amazing night!!!!

the date July 12 2010 will be a day i will never forget i have been with sexy sam for over a year and 1 month and from that moment i have shared so much with her the first moment i met her father i had such an upset stomach tonight is a night that was a defining moment of my life sam was talking to her father and having a hunch that her sister would might be at the store with her i was thinking am i really going to meet this woman that hear so much about this woman that is see with such a sweet smile i see this woman by pictures and think she is so pretty i just keep thinking i know how important she is to sweet sam and i was really worried i wanted so much to make a good impression even though we say hardly anything i just wanted to relax and be happy knowing that i was able to see her sweet smile and see that happiness in sweet sam's eyes when talked to her sister and i say this meeting her tonight was a real sweet yes i said sweet because she is azactly what i though a while ago that her and SAM are so very beautiful and i am so happy to have sam in my life and i really hope everything is good with her sister because i know meeting her was a brief moment but it will be the most amazing moments of my life the only thing that is more amazing is the first moment i layed my eyes on sexy SAM her in all black and me in my old packer jersey and blue jeans in conclusion i want to say right now thank you so much for allowing me to meet two of the most important people because i am really thankful for being able know them thank you so much!!!!!!!!

life changes!!!!

this is about life changes the time was 2001 i was sad and bored so it was a long boring night going into fat girls chat room sitting down and this commotion going on two guys yelling at this innocent woman i tell her to forget about them and talk to me at that moment my emotions took over as time went on something inside of me just popped its like this woman is amazing i just wanted to love her make her happy but then one day i find out she is having a baby and things are rekindling her life i tried so hard to love her but deep inside my heart i thought i was never good enough to have her love i always was the guy bugging her and i am a stalker so i go on tryhing to find someone else but deep inside i loved her as the years went on i pushed so hard to prove my love to her but no matter what i still wasn't worthy of her love i am just not a guy that open her heart and make her dreams come true.

the day was just 17, 2009 i find this website called plentyoffish figure ya sure i am really going to find someone but knowing that i am just not the guy to make Daria happy i sent a message to a woman but she didn't want to talk then i took one last change with this woman from new Richmond WI i sent a few message then the date of june 17, 2009 my life changes when i get a message from this woman something strange came over me i felt like this is a delicate flower and i wanted to mend it but i know deep inside of me its crazy to love someone haven't talked to very long i am no spring chicken i want to love a this woman now i didn't want to spend the next 20 years trying to earn love again so i pushed on with hope for a great life.

The date June 19. 2009 i was talking to this woman Samantha i tell you deep inside of me i kept pushing on prayin for that life i dreamed of i looked at two messages boxes one of Daria the love i wished for and Samantha the woman my heart beats fast makes tears fall i just never imagined the feeling of loving this woman Samantha and backing away from Daria one day i messed up when my feelings overloaded i just had to tell Daria that she meant so much to me and i loved her but i could never live the love of never having her love the year is June 19 2010 its our one year anniversary and i am just in tears loving Samantha i never though i would ever find love i find myself doing everything to make her happy i kiss her rub her feet hold her in my arms look into her eyes and just know deep inside that she makes me so happy i admit i hoped that i thought Daria would want to have love and attention but i know that i would never have her love i am so very happy with Samantha i have been with her for over a year now i admit i don't know if i may screw up or make her mad or even get kicked in the balls a few times but no matter what i will love her because i love my life with SAM as for Daria yes i did love her i did care but i have a brand new life with a woman i love very much i hope and pray that we spend a hundred years together and live life making each other happy in conclusion i am sorry that things went this way but i didn't want nothing but love i wanted to love someone and sam came into my life and i am just floating on a pot cloud i am getting high on her beauty love and grace i am going to end this blog as i cant say enough about sam and i know sam is going to read this and i want to personally say honey i love you thank you so much for making me the most happiest guy on this planet i love u baby



i am outta here!!!!