Jeff's Journal episode 5 fantastic sam

welcome to my jeff's journal in this episode i am taking this time to talk about my sweet sam she is simply amazing a time before i met sam i went to a band called michael paul and the capone all stars for about 4 years tonight she went and listened to my band and watched some talent show i know deep inside she dont like it but because she loves me so much she goes there and puts up with it for me it makes me feel so lucky to have her in my life i know i am not the best boyfriend and i know she can have so many guys in her life and everyday i am scared of losing her she is sweet loving and so beautiful she means everything to me i never want her to go through this band if she dont want to be there i go there only because that moment i get to dance with sam hold her close look into her eyes and just get lost and never come back i know that i upset her and i about cry because her being upset tears me up inside and i just cant handle life making her upset but living life loving her and to take every single moment with her as it is my last she is my life my world i love sam so much well i am going to go as i need to think more thoughts of how to make sam happy



until then


take care

hate flu shots!!!

today sucks shit had to get a dam flu shot i hate it sucks and last night was simply amazing moment in my life never had it so good i will leave as i am really sore from my shot ???